Blogging and the rigors of routines..

I'm so bad at posting here....

lalana has seemed to adapt so well to posting on her blog and keeping things moving forward. For all of the years that we were married in the vanilla relationship she has always needed a place to put down her feelings and adventures but never found the right outlet to do so. I on the other hand tend to remain the silent type and would rather keep my thoughts private and lull over them in my mind while i carry out the days work.

There are so many things that Master must consider and think through from day to day. Even when lalana has been put on autopilot and allowed to do things her own way there's always the next chore or the next situation to plan and think through. Its intensive sometimes to look far ahead as you can in order to recognize what may lie ahead and to prepare for as many variations as possible. Its not so much how lalana will react to certain instances but what vairables do come into play from external sources.

I have a damb good idea of lalana's reactions to stimulus on the physical side. She is a slave, Maters cunt, Masters realm of pleasure. She is very open to many things and some that she isn't so open to. I have come to realize in the time that we have been together what those things are. I venture into those things from time to time to push her in the general direction that i wish her to go. She usually is a little reluctant and apprehensive at first but then there is that joy of pleasing Master that kicks in and is so evident in the way that she drops her reluctance and focuses on Pleasing Master.

Her blog was meant for her to have an outlet in order to get things out and make them public so that many could read them and offer some advice from time to time and afford her like minded people to accompany her on this journey to submit that she has taken to. Master has been very pleased with her openness and her honesty in her posting. i take great pleasure each night from reading them and seeing where she is at mentally. It is a great tool for keeping track of her mindset and just great for having something for her to do daily. lalana needs routine and this was one of the easiest ways of establishing that routine can be fruitful.

More later when I sort through some of what I want to get out here. There's so much in this mind that is constantly being thought of filed and then taken out of the filing cabinet for review that it is getting to be a chore in itself to keep track of.. Have you ever seen a mad scientist workshop... parts all over, not a dot of space on the workbench, not a seemingly strategy for organization, but Alas there is a method to the madness... Hmmmm I just have to remember where i put that memo... ill find it over the next few days..

Eureka

Hmmm. I guess that I should use this Blog space every once in a while. I'm hardly one for making things public much and I tend to be an observer more or less except when action needs to be taken. You know the type that gives the rope to hang yourself. I tend to do that all the time and I tend to let people either work things out on their own or when they fail help them to realize where the failure lay and work with them till they are back up off the floor.

Now, I'm not your typical cookie cutter Master. I really am more the D/s type personia, not so much in all aspects but in ways that helps my slave/sub to grow in ways and at a pace that will make things last. Typical involvement for me would be observe, analyze, decide and then act. The basic response in everyday life. I would like myself to take a more proactive lane sometimes but when I do go that route I feel as if I'm jumping the gun although the outcomes are very similar. I see life as a game of chess and tend to use that vision everywhere. Many dont realize just how that works and cant bring themselves to look as far ahead as they can possibly and reasonably see. For example while driving, there are many that tent to look only a car or two ahead. I go further then that. I want to see 5 cars ahead or more. I want to see the conditions from as far away as possible and have a few reactions ready, you know the plan A ,plan B, plan C approach so that when something needs a response its there , no panic, no hesitation, no indecisiveness.

I find myself doing the same with lalana as I always have as a vanilla couple and now as M/s-D/s. As those of you can tell she has been doing this for a month lnger then I have and this is partly the reason why I am now just going to start contributing to this blog. Watching to see if this is really the life she wants to lead and above all if it is the right track for us as a couple. after all there is no M/s-D/s if there is not a relationship to support it in our situation. there are addictive personalities out there that grab something for a minute and can do nothing less for a time then just lose intrest overnight. I wasnt sure if this was one of those instances with the dynamic that we had chosen to pursue.

Now a few months into it I can see that this will go on and that it is who she is and More importantly who I am. I am dominant, no question about it. Always have been and will continue to be till my dying day. There are times where I must backseat that natural side of me like work but at the end of the day if I may paraphrase Popeye," I ams what I ams , who I ams."

Tal, Greetings and Hello

The purpose of this blog is to chronicle the daily life of a newly committed 24/7 Master/slave life. This blog is not a place for porn or to get your jollies off so if this is your pursuit then please continue along on your merry way. I intend to keep this as a blog to make public the day to day life as M/s.

Being a new Master it will be a plce for me to post my slaves commitment and my practices with her. We have been husband and wife for 13 years. through that time from the begining there has been a D/s relationship but it has been plagued from the begining. Only recently has my wife commited to being myslave as she found the want and the need to transfer total power to me.

Most of the literature that I have come across has been from M/s couples who seem to not have children and can practice their lifestyle in the rational sense and meaning of M/s. Our situation does have a few snafu's that will keep us from practicing strict form but the obedience will be there. From this point on I will not tolerate the girls past actions and past ills and disrespects. She has for the most part always put me first with the exception now being that she has given herself to me to do with as I please pledging her everything to me to do with as I see fit.

I have come to learn that every Master has a certain criteria that they wish their slaves to follow. The same being true for this Master. There are certain aspects that I will not allow her to engage in. She follows the first rule that her Master comes first above and beyond all. There is no other that will persuade her in any shape or form. So if you decide to look at the girls blog understand that she will not help you with your little problem and she will not entertain requests for service because of Your lack of being able to find a slut of your own.

I hope that this will help new Masters in finding their path. This is who we are and once we realize this about ourselves, there is no turning back.

I will post more as time permits and as training progresses. I will not be posting pictures for quite some time. Do not ask because your request will not only be ingored but any further comments from you will not be entertained.