Blogging and the rigors of routines..

I'm so bad at posting here....

lalana has seemed to adapt so well to posting on her blog and keeping things moving forward. For all of the years that we were married in the vanilla relationship she has always needed a place to put down her feelings and adventures but never found the right outlet to do so. I on the other hand tend to remain the silent type and would rather keep my thoughts private and lull over them in my mind while i carry out the days work.

There are so many things that Master must consider and think through from day to day. Even when lalana has been put on autopilot and allowed to do things her own way there's always the next chore or the next situation to plan and think through. Its intensive sometimes to look far ahead as you can in order to recognize what may lie ahead and to prepare for as many variations as possible. Its not so much how lalana will react to certain instances but what vairables do come into play from external sources.

I have a damb good idea of lalana's reactions to stimulus on the physical side. She is a slave, Maters cunt, Masters realm of pleasure. She is very open to many things and some that she isn't so open to. I have come to realize in the time that we have been together what those things are. I venture into those things from time to time to push her in the general direction that i wish her to go. She usually is a little reluctant and apprehensive at first but then there is that joy of pleasing Master that kicks in and is so evident in the way that she drops her reluctance and focuses on Pleasing Master.

Her blog was meant for her to have an outlet in order to get things out and make them public so that many could read them and offer some advice from time to time and afford her like minded people to accompany her on this journey to submit that she has taken to. Master has been very pleased with her openness and her honesty in her posting. i take great pleasure each night from reading them and seeing where she is at mentally. It is a great tool for keeping track of her mindset and just great for having something for her to do daily. lalana needs routine and this was one of the easiest ways of establishing that routine can be fruitful.

More later when I sort through some of what I want to get out here. There's so much in this mind that is constantly being thought of filed and then taken out of the filing cabinet for review that it is getting to be a chore in itself to keep track of.. Have you ever seen a mad scientist workshop... parts all over, not a dot of space on the workbench, not a seemingly strategy for organization, but Alas there is a method to the madness... Hmmmm I just have to remember where i put that memo... ill find it over the next few days..